Chapter 181
"I have always been grateful to the heavens for allowing me to meet you and rescue me from five years of endless abyss. It allowed my heart to once again feel the temperature and also allowed me to feel that I was still alive ?? I think we met at the most appropriate time. When I need to save, you save me, and when I'm in your worst pain, I save you ?? However, from the begi
ing to the end, you have never understood my thoughts, and from begi
ing to end, you and I have never been in the same place with each other ?? " Jiang Jun pulled Gu Qingyou towards him, "Am I being too persistent with Su Mo, or have you simply not given me time?"
"I've been waiting for you ??" "In the past three years, there's not a moment where I didn't think of you coming to find me. Tell me, you have already let go of Su Mo, but what I'm waiting for is actually news of you and Su Mo's conflict even though you have yet to merge ??"
"Damn it all! Do you also know how I feel about Su Mo? " Jiang Jun was furious, she could not help but roar.
"I don't know." It wasn't because she wanted to make things so bad between them, she also wanted to give her child a warm family. She also wanted to be cared for and cared for by him forever, but she couldn't bear to think of Su Mo as the most important person in her life to this day ??
Then, was she still going to wait forever?
"Jiang Jun loosened her grip on Gu Qingyou. If you think about it, maybe I was wrong to think at the begi
ing that we would have a good future. " His words were filled with bitterness and anger.
"You can let me go." Gu Qingyou said softly as she calmly looked at the ceiling in the room.
"No, I definitely won't let you go." Jiang Jun said fiercely, the expression on her face was dangerous and gloomy. How can I let you go when I can't even be happy with your teasing wife? As you said, I should keep you by my side to comfort me, shouldn't I? "
Gu Qingyou's face turned pale white. Every word that Jiang Jun said was like a whip, viciously lashing at her weak heart. She took a deep breath in an attempt to lessen the pain in her heart.
She looked at him, and his expression was as hard as stone.
"Whatever. It's over between us." Gu Qingyou picked up the towel placed at the side and continued to wipe her wet hair. Please go out, I want to change. "
Without waiting for Jiang Jun's response, Gu Qingyou walked straight to the wardrobe, and she didn't dare look at Jiang Jun.
Not long after Jiang Jun left, the car door was slammed shut.
Looking at the closed door, Gu Qingyou's sorrow corroded her helpless soul, at the same time the pain lingered in her heart.
Jiang Jun...
Her tears fell.
"Dad, Mom, I'm taking Mu Mu to the amusement park."
Gu Qingyou stood up, picked up the bag on the chair, and walked towards the brat who was already sitting on the sofa waiting for her.
"What should I do?" The Mrs Jiang said, her tired voice was filled with unspeakable sorrow.
He thought that since Jiang Jun returned yesterday, the difficult situation between him and Jiang Jun would definitely be eased a little. After all, in the past, Jiang Jun would always be able to persuade him, but from yesterday to today, as long as Gu Qingyou and Jiang Jun met each other, the ice-cold aura that they emitted was enough to make everyone shiver.
"Jun Er doesn't know that Qingyou is bringing Mu Mu to the amusement park today?" Director Jiang asked, he was too worried about the soul-stirring deadlock between Gu Qingyou and himself.
"I told you this morning when Boss Jiang was leaving, but he didn't have much of a reaction." The butler at the side also looked worried.
He did not expect that the two people who were originally pla
ing for the wedding would suddenly reach its end. If this continued, their results would definitely be different, and the situation before their eyes caused the two elders of the Jiang Family to be extremely worried.
Mrs Jiang could not help but shake her head and bitterly sigh.
When Gu Qingyou walked out of the Jiang's Mansion entrance, it was not that she did not hear the worried conversation of the two elders, but she was more clear that the changes in front of her eyes were all because of her.
But... This was the best choice.
In the past few days, she had thought about everything that had happened between her and Jiang Jun, from the moment they met until now, and had thought through it in her mind. She realized that if she were to stand in front of a bystander, she simply didn't have the qualifications to blame him, because he hadn't really done anything to hurt her.
From the very begi
ing, he had already expressed his feelings for Su Mo ??
Three years ago, when she was unable to accept the fact that there was someone in his heart, he had released her. He had even allowed her to leave despite knowing that she was pregnant ??
Three years later, he still respected her decision and did not force her to stay by his side.
Thus, she had no right to blame him.
If one were to say that the only one who could blame him was, who had accompanied him at Su Mo's side for more than half a month and had not paid any attention to her or Mu Mu, at the same time, he did not even bother to explain himself ??
But should she complain about him at the moment of parting?
She was even less able to complain that he had deceived her, because his deceit was all about hoping that she would feel at ease. He had never had the slightest bit of ill will towards what she had done.
Yesterday, she had chosen to fight him because she suddenly realized that the separation between them was actually the best.
She wanted a heart of hers and he still couldn't give it to her. If they continued like this, they would only end up with mutual losses ??
She never thought that she would have no way to compete with Su Mo, even if Su Mo had already left, she did not think that she would be unable to compete with a dead person, but she suddenly realised, even though she had given Jiang Jun so much love, even after giving her everything, she still could not make him give up on Su Mo. Perhaps the reason was not because he had not given up on Su Mo, but because she could not make him give up on Su Mo.
Everyone's life should have the right person. Maybe she wasn't the right person in Jiang Jun's life, which was why she couldn't make Jiang Jun let go of her forever ??
Yes, perhaps even if Su Mo did not exist, he still would not have fallen in love with her.
Maybe their true salvation is to separate...
Gu Qingyou walked into the hall as if nothing had happened, and only then did she realise that Mu Mu was no longer sitting on the sofa. She searched around, only to find that a servant had walked in front of her.
"Young Mistress, Boss Jiang invites you to the garden."
Gu Qingyou's heart fiercely clenched. Jiang Jun was looking for her?
She thought that after yesterday's conversation, they would begin to live a life without ever having met ?? Jiang Jun was looking for her? Because he figured it out too?
The moment Gu Qingyou arrived at the garden and saw him, her heart, which had originally been calm, instantly fluctuated violently!
Jiang Jun's expression was ice-cold, and this made Gu Qingyou's chest sour.
"Why are you looking for me?" She forced herself to speak. She hadn't expected him back at noon.
They had not known each other since yesterday, and now he was standing in front of her, still so tall and dark, so full of pressure that she couldn't breathe.
Jiang Jun did not respond to her.
Gu Qingyou took a deep breath, "If there's nothing else, I'll be bringing Mu Mu to the amusement park."
There was a moment of silence.
Jiang Jun laughed, but there was no smile in her eyes, her cold words made Gu Qingyou shiver in fear.
"How are you doing from yesterday to today?" Jiang Jun did not directly say what she wanted to do with Gu Qingyou.
Gu Qingyou straightened her back, and spoke with caution, "I don't have anything good to say, I'm just waiting for you to make your choice."
Jiang Jun sneered, "Do you really want to be separated from me that much? Or did you meet someone better than me? " Jiang Jun said sarcastically.
Gu Qingyou shook violently, the pain in her chest was unbearable, as if she had been punched by Jiang Jun.
"From last night to now, you have called Dan Yan nine times." Jiang Jun squinted her black eyes and looked at her mischievously. "Tell me, are you deliberately trying to infuriate me with him, or do you really have the intention to stay with him?"
"I don't have to tell you." Gu Qingyou calmly smiled, but her forced smile was extremely bitter.
She took another deep breath. "I don't want to get involved with you any longer. I think I've had enough of my dreams after all these years." Gu Qingyou's voice was wooden, completely devoid of vitality. Boss Dan is great ?? He told me that I was the only woman he would ever meet that would move his heart. As long as I was willing, he would definitely treat me wholeheartedly in the future. "
Jiang Jun stared at her and carefully examined her obscure face. He remembered their happy times and the shadows of each other in their eyes. She had always thought that they would be together for life.
Jiang Jun laughed mockingly, "You, a woman who has given birth to a child, are you sure that he would only care about you?"
He held her gaze so tightly that she had no time to evade or make false reactions.
"Besides, don't forget that Dan Yan is my business opponent and Sun Group has always attempted to win over Jiang??s Group. That's why Dan Yan is absolutely determined to win in the purchase of Mingren Company ?? Are you sure he wants to be with you, not prove he can beat me? "
Gu Qingyou coldly replied, "I am well aware of what he has done to me."
"Are you really aware that he is a trap, or are you willing to jump in for the sake of your so-called true love?"
Jiang Jun's words made Gu Qingyou's originally pale face turn even paler. Her breath was painfully stuck to her chest, but she still tried her best to straighten her back and raise her chest, trying to calm herself down.
"Then, Gu Qingyou forced herself to speak. "You still haven't told me. Why are you looking for me?"
She looked terrible now, and even in her makeup she couldn't hide the dark circles around her eyes and the pallor in her face.
If she continued to talk to him, she knew she would get worse.
"I suggest that you better not have any thoughts at all towards Dan Yan, because I will not allow my wife to cheat, even if it's mental."
"I think you're mistaken. I'm not married to you."
"Is that so?" Jiang Jun smirked, "You reminded me that we should go and register now."